FIRST POST! "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger"

Hi there!

gak tau kenapa tiba-tiba malam ini gue random pengen nulis lagi, pengen nge-blog lagi. semoga kali ini gak lupa lagi passwordnya apa hehe.

Jadi ini my very very very first post & gue udah ngeluarin uneg-uneg aja. Hehe. Gak papa lah ya.

Somehow recalling about my high school days. It was a terrible yet still an enjoyable day of mine. For those classmates who once bullied me back then, who badmouthed me on my back, shouted at the class that I was too “PELIT” to give you such a thing named CONTEKAN, gave me weirds sights every time I was entering the class, saying my friends and me “MONYET!” and then you guys were playing victims to people kalo lo ngelakuin itu semua because of I was started it first. did you know guys? I still remember every bad acts and words you had been doing and saying to me.

But I write this not for seeking an attention, it’s pure cuma uneg-uneg gue aja yang udah dari bertahun-tahun yang lalu gue pendem, yang even I NEVER WANT TO TALK about this anymore to anyone. Well, now people knows sih, but believe me, I have no any intention to umbar-umbar aib lo semua to the public (besides, people doesn’t know who you are, karena gue gak sebut merek kan) malahan nih, I wanna say THANKS, GUYS. YOU MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY. You guys are make me stronger than I was. I even forget when was the last time gue nangis gara-gara ucapan orang yang nusuk jantung. I know how to face bad comments, sarcasms and stuff. Gue yang sekarang lebih santai aja denger kata-kata tajam dari orang, because you guys had given such an experience 

But still, I’m still wondering why was you guys bullied me? was I too stiff to signed up to your society? Was I too old fashioned, too poor, and too kampungan buat sekolah disitu? Or was I too smart so you envied me that much? Cause I AM. Haha. Kidding.

One thing you guys should know, I do forgive you and I hope you guys will forgive me too. I never have a plan on taking a revenge. Cause gue punya prinsip “biar Allah yang bales”. Malahan kan gue mau ngucapin makasih. Sekali gue bilang I THANK YOU GUYS. THANK YOU.

Lagian gue maklum kok, we were still a teenager, we were still young, we were on the stage of figuring out who we were back then. We were often used anger to solve a problem. But seriously guys, never doing bully anymore! Its maybe didn’t effect to you but do effect to the victims. It is terrible. Bullying is a terrible.

But frankly speaking, If I were had a courage enough back then gue mungkin udah laporin lo semua ke Kak Seto. Haha. Tapi gue mengambil ini semua sebagai pelajaran. As a human, gue pasti punya salah juga kan?. So who doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

yaudahlah ya. gini aja uneg-uneg gue. sekali ini CUMA UNEG-UNEG gue semata.

Ciao.