stuff happens

don't know what to say...

so many things running around in my head.

i don't know but i feel like i cannot live up my parents' expectations (even mine!) they never say it tho but still..... 

i'm on my late 20s and had just decided to resign from my job. It's not other than that i can't stand the toxic superior anymore. 

and here i am right now... a jobless, single, not-pretty face lady, dumped by a not-so worthy guy and lost of confidence.. oh, my life couldn't get any worse (but it still) (i hope it'll stop going downhill) 

here i am.. lying in my bed wishing everything will be fine and back on the track very soon. 

God please help me.. I know you will guide me. You see me. I lean on You. Please don't make it any worse, i don't suppose i could bear it